Friday, April 20, 2012

Do Everything In Awareness of Whose You Are

This morning it was like I'd opened a whole new book when I opened my NIV scriptures and my "Jesus Calling," devotional book.  Days like this are a treasure to me.  You see I've been arguing with myself that I just don't matter at all, no one cares, blah, blah, blah, ad finium and ad nauseum.  I mean we even bore ourselves to death when we do that, let alone everyone else.

And then I rewrote, paraphrased, my lessons for today.  From my journal they read verbateum: "Do everything, --like eating, Mary -- in awareness of My Presence with you, says God.  I need to allow God into every aspect of my life, collaborating with God in everything, moment by moment."

My next devo I opened was paraphrased by me to read:  I am to abide in Him, not running from challenges and not turning from Him.  I have His Spirit to help me and I'm reminded to be the branch and to be branching because I'm not the Vine and being a vine isn't my job.  How often have I tried to be the Vine or tell the Vine what to do when I'm the branch!

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And now a few days later I can only see that I've not posted this yet.  Argh!  Below is a photo of the wonderful spinning wheel I'm borrowing and one of the yarns I'm working on.  Sure goes faster that way.  This is Merino wool, silk and alpaca and angora.
And what is on that wheel today is:
This is a Merino wool and Tencel fiber so very shiny.  Almost done with it too.

This is the kitty who has grown out enough hair on her ruff to not look quite so ridiculous.  She and I are both getting used to it and I have a photo to show how awkward she feels without her ruff.   Hmmmm, maybe awkward isn't quite the word!!!!   She's just gotten up from being stretched out on the floor for 28 minutes and gone to the couch.  She likes to rest against the old pillow!  I've hated that pillow forever and the kitty has to like it.  Go figure!

1 comment:

  1. Dear Mary,

    How I wish I had seen this post sooner. It's been sitting here for a week.

    Like you, I feel lonely from time to time. Sometimes I feel inaccountedly distant from the world around me. Then something happens and I'm reminded that I'm in the world but not really of the world. Inspirational reading always brings me back to the present.

    The yarns you are spinning are so beautiful; I particularly like the teal/browns in the first picture. And see, you DO matter as you have been loaned a lovely wheel. You are trusted to take good care of it.

    Hugs,
    Annie

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